I thought about it. All of us still has to get along with their life no matter what happen.. After a period of time.. it might seem so meaningless.. so unworthy of it to fight for their rights.. so.. self centered to only think of ourselves but not considering we're in others shoes. Perhaps being self-centered to them is the best way of recupating themselves from damage, prevent them from being hurt again.

Processing and damaging is part of the human cycle. Results will be based on our attitude towards it. Positive and negative attitude will strung into different enviroment of living. No one is alone, I can assure this point. Still, you'll have one very best friend that's support you, that pull you up when your sad.

Although we might feel being left out in the cliques at time.. or even think of ourselves are just like a replacement can to them. Actually, that's the best friend. At least, when they're alone, they can only think of you. Maybe that is a negative point to you, because that person might be just using you to escape from being alone? Somehow to me.. the most inner friend?

Sometimes human can be hypocrite at times. They can say this to this friend, while another side, say that to another friend, like as if make them quarrel, then they belong to you. They can really make a person image goes bad. When they finally understood that all this is part of "childish-ness", it is finally too late. Because friends has already left one by one due to you "childish-ness". Or maybe even a clique will even broke into pieces due to one particular person.

Maybe by then, you can really see how your friends see you. How important you're to them, how realistic and materialistic this world can be.

Similarly, when met into family problems, just use a different angle to look at it. Unless you're willing to accept them totally, or there'll always be a flaw inbetween. And this make it become.. another living hell?

Personally, actually, everything is based on a human character. Take my friends as a example. Darren can make people being truthful to him is because of his understanding character. Somehow, you'll feel a deep sense of peace while talking to him. A very very long-filled enjoyable feeling that you won't want to talk. At least he'll give you necessary advices what to do and similarly, he know what to do at the same time. Actually, for a kiddo like me, I'm already very fortunate.

Different route we might take in future. I believe, we'll still meet and eat like usual, from evening till the days slowly turn darker and darker.

I understand we won't stick to each other forever, but Darren, there's everlasting friendship okay? At least all of us cherish our times now, although it's bit too late to say anything. I also know you rarely read my blog, so it's harmless to post things about you unless someone told you to read my blog! Wakakaka.

Everyone is selfish in this world, at least a devil in your mind will tell you to sacarifie something useless for in exchange of something. But, you'll still regret it somehow. Hah, ever since I've brought myself with a postive attitude, I almost sastified with my life now.

Friends and family can't give in all the time. You have to learn to stand in other shoes and do the appropriate actions. Although I haven't master this skill, but somehow, one day I will.

I'm not afraid to post this post because, there's no need to hide anymore.