I'm really rotting.

How I wish I can return to school. Humans are really weird species.

They tend to looking foward to holidays and when holidays approach them, they felt like something is missing. Most importantly, for me, I don't get to see my beloved! Hahahaha, just kidding.

Aw man! I really regretted not cherishing the time to study. Don't even know if I've a further chance to enjoy Secondary School life.

Actually, no point in saying all these now. Because it's really pointless. Seriously, after realising what's important for me, I really have the urge to study. However, it's too late to say everything now.

However, I rather study than to rot at home. If you think staying at home is better, then your totally wrong lor.

I can get play lappy everyday for 12 hours, but the problem is, will I get sian? I couldn't get to sleep and the moment I get to sleep, it was only 2 hours before I could wake up. So basically, I played an amount of lappy which myself also couldn't figure, and I'm sick and tired of this stupid life lah!

And you may scold me stupid, having holidays also don't know how to enjoy. But 3 months holiday leh! Now only nearly a month and I'm already half-dead.

HOWEVER, now I found new aims to achieve. Stupid spammers has attracted my attention, so I believe I'm no longer bored! Hahahaha.

Actually, maybe I can do some planning on other things now, instead of wasting my life doing stupid things, facing a non-emotional; non-living thing, which I couldn't even express mytrue feelings to.