I thought I would be rather happy, because of my bloody results.





However, I just feel so sad. I can't imagine taking different path with brother. He has always been smarter in terms of studies. We burn midnight oil together, and he would coach me the stuffs I'm unsure in. Now, I don't know what to choose anymore.


Earlier on, in the hall, everyone was screaming, crying over their results. Some were too happy, some didn't even bothered to care. They know their path is ITE, and they're going there for sure, that's it.


Some bloody idiots didn't even studied and they actually passed. Life is really unfair, aren't it? Now, I will be considering courses in ITE instead of going up Secondary 5. Of course, it's not because of brother, it's because I know even if I manage to get to Secondary 5, it won't be wise for me to stay anyway. I'll end up failing my O's level due to my fucking attitude.


I guess I'll be a lot happier if brother is in my shoes. I'm mentally prepared afterall.



Anyway, I guess I should congrats to those good friends of mine who scored top.
Thongboon, Jessica, Xiaoqin, Regina, Suen, *sorry if I can't remember anymore.

And those those good friends who passed,
Gary, Darren, Munyee, Hera, Dickson, Cecilia, Averie, Li Fang, Brenda, *it doesn't mean your not one of my good friend if your name isn't here.


I can't even share the joys with Munyee as she's overseas.. I guess she's still unsure of her results. Be back soon, best friend.


And to those who failed, we'll keep in contact, that's definitely. You know I'll really miss you.. I can't imagine 6 years of friends has gone down to waste, Jonathan. I just felt so sad, we've been good friends since primary 4. And your studies are always the top, and now I can't believe with my ears..


Guys, you guys will be my good friends after all, no matter what path we'll take in the future. I'm starting to miss you guys already.. life will be so quiet w/o any of you.


Gosh, why does this fucking day has to come.