When Suen asked, to write a reflection on 2008. I went speechless, it remind me of my 2008 resolution. I guess I'll post my reflection/resolution on that result day itself.


For now, let's enjoy!
Anyway, time for quiz! Surf through Hera blog and decided to take it and do.


TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people,

1. 6 years of friends, I guess it's not going to end soon! Your future route/path depends on your own, if you've decided to go pursue your decision at ITE, go on. I will support you! However, I think it's still early to say all these, as results is not even out yet. No matter what, we're still very very good friends. Friends that chill out, shop together and have lunch together. I strongly believe we'll still contact, and we'll still continue walking down the valley of friendship! Most importantly, I guess I've given a lot of nickname to you. Haha, Kelian, Mei, Xiaomei and now, ahlian.


2. YEAP AH! I'm so glad that everythings rewind back again. For your information, I really really missed school life. In the morning, you would come down to the canteen to get some food, and during recess, you would come over to chat. I wonder if there's any more chance like this. Remember when we cold-war for months, it was really quite bittering to me, knowing that best friend friendship shouldn't be so fragile. I can't imagine I still can be so childish, even in Secondary 4. Anyway, just to let you know, agruing with you don't make me feel happy too, it's just that, perhaps I'm too overboard sometimes. Times past really fast, hope I've already engraved something in your life, something you can't live without! HAHA. I love you, Best friend, (:


3. Baobei~ Hahaha, that's what I called you in Secondary school life, in Sec 2 if I'm not wrong. I'm really sorry if I've neglected you in the past, forgive me if I've once bad-mouth you cause I really did. You should also know your attitude in the past, hahaha, big-mouth, irritating, loathesome, talk very loud, and talkative. Hahah, I know my attitude isn't any better, if fact it sucks, but all of you guys would try so hard to please me, make me happy. Maybe I don't know how to enjoy life in the past as life seem so meaningless to me. In the past, we're just friends that don't chat much. In the future, we'll be friends that will lasts forever, if only you believe in forever.


4. I never really knew the true meaning of friendship. I asked you something before, I wonder if you remember. What's the meaning of friendship? You told me, I don't know. I don't know why either. Your words, encouragement, explaination, character always give people a sense of security, a security that someone could entrusted their secrets to. You once told me, "I didn't like you in the past, it was all because of them. I also don't know why they treat you so good, always been giving you what you wanted." At that time I was very hurt, because all along in Secondary 1 and 2, you're been hypocritical-ing with me. You say you don't believe in friendship, but do you now? And did my actions proof that at least, somehow I've changed?


5. Dajie, I'm very gratful to you. You taught me the way of life, you gave me the best during the times in Carl's Jr. Not only that, you gave me a piece of memories that no one can steal, your someone even closer than some of my friends. I would NEVER forget you woke up in the morning just to cook for us. Even in your off day, you would make a trip down to Plaza Singapura to visit us when you're staying so far away. I remember a time, I felt sick and I felt so weak. You told me this, "xiaodi, you go rest first, come I help you do." It will always engraved in my heart as, even my closest friend would only ask, "are you okay, need some rest?" But you just asked me to rest, without even a word of delay. Xinwang Hongkong cafe will always be a evidence of our Carl's Jr life.


6. You should know I/everyone hate you a lot right now. However, still I want to say, thanks for all you care and concern in the past. Ask you something if you don't mind, did you realise something? When all of us are looking at the future, you're looking back. Have you ever wonder why did all of us changed for the better while you're still the same? Do you think you're very blessed right now? Maybe without us yes, cause without you, we're still very fine. But do you know your even worse off now? Actually, you should thanks your internet friends for all these. They're the source of your trouble. Anyway, don't you think it's funny? I used to be so jealous of you, and now I don't know if I should sympathetic you. Yes, I sound so mean. I shouldn't be kind to such a person like you, friends-stealer. And, I didn't know being your friend is such an embarrassment. I didn't see your weaknesses in the past, now I did. For your information, I'm not the one that hate you most. Happy guessing. HAHA.


7. Darling. I didn't know my apart would cause so much damage to you, ruining your future. If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have swap outlet. I guess it's too late to say anything now, but sorry. I know should stay at Marina outlet and accompany you, and maybe then you'll come back school, back to all of us. You might think all of us have forget you, but the truth is, we still miss you a lot. You can never imagine how much often we would chat about you. In the past, we would rush down to the canteen to buy our foods. That's us, our character, typical singaporean. You would always take your time and walk slowly down the staircase. Neither did I expect from a small gap to such a big gap we're having now. You would protect me, share worries with me, make me happy, tell us jokes. All of these, it's all gone now, and it's all thanks to me. I'm so sorry, you've been protecting all along, yet I can't help you, even in a bit. I'm a bloody fuck.


8. Hello, this is specially DELICATED to YOU. Tell you a secret, your the one in the clique I dislike most. Hahaha, sound so funny, because no one ever knew this. You're HYPOCRITICAL all along, stick with me just because no one accompany you. I should have known all along, omg? Why do I look so dumb in your eye, why do I always get used by you? Or should I say, you've been using peoples all along, and even now? Don't think you got a gf very big fuck hor. Same goes to you, I stick with you because I SYMPATHETIC YOU, because YOU'RE LIKE ME, ALL ALONE. Our results has always been average, it's either I win you a little, or you win me a little. Do you ever knew the pressure I been having, just to win you? Hahhaha, how stupid am I to understand winning is not everything. What a fool.


9. I never thought about so much in the past. I thought by treating you eat is part of a friend job, while being too calculative is not supposingly. But why did you always pretend, so fake? You would always calculative with us, even just a drink. It's not even like we won't pay you back, or are you too POOR to treat us drink, even $1.20 also can't afford? Anyway I'm so glad I don't have to waste anymore money on junks anymore. Treating others will be a wiser way to spend my money. I know all of us has neglect you in the past, that doesn't mean you can have it your way. You always push the dirty stuffs to others to do, just like me. However sometimes I would take the initative, yet you would NEVER take the initative to do those. Your just using us, just like person 8 I mention earlier on.


10. When you say you like me in Secondary 3, I was shocked, devastated. I know your just kidding, but still I'm very shocked. I like you once too, before you reveal your character. You did not change, AT ALL. You did not reflect, AT ALL. Do you do is to bitch around, gossip people, backstab people even when people treat you so kind, so good. You always scold people when people took your bad points out and say. Your just so.. I don't know. You don't even know where your wrong at. You, you. Look at yourself. I know your daring, you can scold someone and admit infront of them. However, this is not a positive point. Dumbshit, your so bitch!


(o_o, I guess I type too much.)
NINE things about myself,

1. My name is Dillon Tan Yong Chen.
2. I'm born in the year of 1992, 26 December.
3. I've 3 siblings, 2 sisters and 1 brother.
4. I love white, orange, green, black, and most importantly, grey.
5. I'm quite humerous, funny, lame and shy if you know me well.
6. I currently living in Bukit Purmei but I'm moving to CCK in a month or so.
7. I'm single?
8. I love sour, sweet, and spicy food.
9. I go to Kbox occasionally, with my sister!


EIGHT steps to win my heart,

1. Know me in and out, don't neglect me.
2. Admit that you like me.. o_o?
3. Don't twit, type gorgeously.
4. Bear with my attitude, and love me like I do.
5. Small eyes, cute lips. (:
6. Don't flirt too much.
7. Don't mind if i get over-suspicious (jealous).. LOL.
8. Most importantly, kind hearted, good character!


SEVEN favourite bands/singers, (can't think out of a sudden..)

1. A-lin.
2. 五月天
3. 曹格
4. A mei, 张惠妹
5. 张志晨
6. 张震岳
7. Jay chou


SIX things you do before you go to sleep,

1. Check handphone.
2. Online lappy to blog/ check friendster/ update blog.
3. Watch tv!
4. Listen song.
5. Think a lot.
6. Talk with family members.


FIVE peoples who mean a lot to you at the moment,

1. Family.
2. Suen.
3. Munyee.
4. Darren.
5. Gary.
Obviously more..


FOUR things you see right now,

1. Computer.
2. Door.
3. TV,
4. My legs, LOL.


THREE songs you listen often,

1. 路口
2. Crushed
3. My blog song.


TWO things you want to do before you die,

1. Get married and have kids, LOL.
2. Travel around the world.


ONE fear

1. Dissappoint people around me who has entrust hope in me.




Time to sleep, 4.06a.m!